#higgs monaghan x gender neutral reader

[astrandofgold]

You could hear his breathing in the silent office, a calm, soothing sound even as your fingers worked gently to clean and dress his wound. You weren’t sure how he was so calm in this situation, it hadn’t been minor. “Oh Pete,” you had quietly admonished him when he walked into your office, even as you felt a rising warmth in your body at the thought of him always returning to you for aid, his boyish grin lighting up the room. As you focused on the final steps, hands working on their own, you were acutely aware of the way his lashes framed his blue eyes, the way he absentmindedly moistened his lips with his tongue, the way his fingers drummed on his thigh as he sat patiently. You can tell when his eyes dart over to yours, and you catch his gaze, his eyes getting that iconic crinkle around them as he smiles quietly, keeping his secrets to himself. It takes all of your will power to silence your rapidly beating heart now drumming in your chest. The two of you were away in a quiet bubble, away from the rest of the world, away from the rest of the employees in his company. You were alone, together.

There were no words to describe the elation you felt each time he came to you, the fleeting moments you got to be near him, feel his warmth radiating off of him, the warm scent of his cologne permeating your senses, feel his scarred skin under your fingertips. It was enough to keep you craving the next moment. You wanted nothing more than to have this same moment under different circumstances, one where he wasn’t in need of aid from some MULE attack, or a slip on a rocky cliff. It was enough to drive you to tears after he’d leave, the silence screaming in your ears as his absence became painfully obvious. But for now, he was here, inches away from your beating heart as you patched him up again.

As you finish up, your hands limply rest in your lap as you wait for him to leave you once more. He hesitates, and you notice the way his lips part for a moment, the way his throat moves as he swallows heavily, the way his bright eyes look at you earnestly. Anticipation burns within you, but he thinks better of what he was going to say, and murmurs a soft thanks. He gets up and leaves, the color and energy he brought with him leaving as well, leaving you with your hands clenching the fabric of your outfit, shoulders trembling as you fight back tears. You ached for him, longed for him as you got to know him all those years working for him. There was an inherent need to be close to him that you couldn’t describe or explain. Everything about him drew you in, welcomed you, brought life to you, yet time and time again, you let him slip away. You knew he was the one, even if it was a sentiment you didn’t truly believe in. He was different.

And it was this state of emotional anguish that you were in when you felt a gentle hand on your shoulder, soft hesitation holding it back, and you know it’s him, it’s always him. It has always been him. You turn to meet his eyes, and your heart races as you catch his gaze, the way his eyes soften as he smiles down at you, and he kisses you. Soft and passionately, hungry and longing and all the million little things going through your head all fade until they’re focused on one thing. The way he feels against you. The way his hands bring you in close. The heat from his body, the scruff of his beard, the way his cologne permeates your mind.

All of it is him. And all of it will always be him.

[babieroachy]

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[captaincaptainjill]

My most recent Higgs Monaghan x gn!Reader fanfic. Warning: contains smut

[likesugarandcyanide]

Cuff Link Joys

Higgs: [calling you over the cuff link] Got a question for ya, doc.

You: [sighs] I don't have time for this. Don't you have someone else to nag with your lewd questions?

His laugh causes your cheeks to burn; the cuff link informs you that your heart rate is increasing, but you easily ignore it. This happens every time he calls, and honestly, you think he hears the monitor when it beeps.

Higgs: Not at all. I'm not currently busy, and I'm sure you aren't either. Might as well humor me a little. I was starting to miss your stuck up attempts at a decent reply.

You: [rolls up your eyes] How ever can I be of service, oh great and mighty one?

Higgs: You flatter me. Tease me some more and I can guarantee the next time you see me a void out will be the least of your worries, darling.

It's hard to forget that he's a sadist; he reminds you each and every time you mock him the nasty things he can and will do to you whenever he sees you again; in high detail.

You: [taking a deep and unsteady breath] Sorry, Higgs. I am currently shit deep in walk ins since The Mules decided to set up camp nearby. More and more porters are coming in beat up and in need of medical care. If we could make this quick, I'd appreciate it.

Higgs: No problem, darling. I only wanted to ask ya one little question. Can't have my little doc overwhelmed, not when I need you most.

A shiver runs through your body. He's right though; he does need you. None of his people have the medical equipment you do - working for Bridges has its benefits.

You: Ask what you need to, Higgs. I have to get back to work.

Higgs: [laughs] Eager sounds cute on you. Be patient; I'm about to ask. When was the last time you touched yourself?

You: [mortified] What!? Why ask a question like that?

Higgs: I'm just curious. You don't look the type to get much action. I often wonder if you've ever been laid with that nasty attitude you have. Come on, humor me.

You: I don't have time for this. And … and besides, it's none of your business what I do in my free time. I don't ask you how -- questions like that.

Higgs: Just before I called you.

You: Pardon me?

Higgs: I touched myself right before I called you.

Your face heats up in embarrassment. You honestly can't believe he just told you this. What the hell are you meant to do with this sort of information.

Higgs: [interrupting your thoughts] You know what; you can tell me face to face the next time I drop by.

You: When? You can't be serious about this?

Higgs: Am I not serious to you, doc? I thought we established how serious I can be.

You: [nods] We did; I'm sorry. I'll have a reply the next time you drop by.

Higgs: Until then, doc.

He ends the call. You slump against the wall in embarrassment; the sound of your cuff link beeping in your ear. How can you work after hearing this? It frightens you, because you have no idea when he'll show up or what he plans to do to you. What honestly are you to do?

[captaincaptainjill]

One of my old Higgs Monaghan x gn!Reader fanfics. Warning: contains smut

[captaincaptainjill]

One of my old Higgs Monaghan x gn!Reader fanfics. Warning: contains smut

[savage-rhi]

Might I have some steamy friends to lovers content, Higgs x reader? 👀🙈 thank you! ❤️❤️❤️

@astrandofgold ooo you got it chicky ;D

Higgs basked in the warm water from the shower. His eyes closed as he felt his body slouch to the bottom, the cold tile contrasting with the steam around his form as he sighed. His shoulders trembled, feeling his aching muscles vying for relief, on par with the sanctuary he sought in his mind.

Higgs had screwed up many times in life. He was only human at the end of the day, not some god or deity, but a man. A flawed one that miscalculated and nearly got Y/N killed. One of the few people left in the world that bothered to give a second chance.

He burned his bridges with everyone in life he had cared about. Tormented and tortured those who would have made good allies and friends, brought destruction to an already fragile world, and yet Y/N and a few others still saw the good in him. Higgs knew he should have been grateful, even on his hands and knees pledging himself to whatever services they asked of him, but he wouldn't allow himself to.

Higgs promised himself after escaping the beach, he would never get close to anyone again. He'd live his life alone to atone for the shit he had inflicted upon the world. He broke the mold when he met Y/N, a stubborn porter, much like himself once upon a time. His desire for connecting with another human being after being isolated for so long nearly cost him this person he held in high regard.

He wanted to fade right then and there in the shower. Disappear back to the beach.

His mind was so poisoned by his own negativity, that Higgs didn't hear the shower door open nor did they register Y/N by his side. His head shot up upon seeing their feet, his eyes meeting theirs. He felt his heart in his throat, swallowing down a knot that was in his stomach.

Y/N was naked from head to toe much like himself. The vulnerability in their eyes made Higgs confused. He was about to ask what the hell was happening when he felt their arms wrap around his shoulders and pull him into a kiss.

Higgs struggled for a moment, trying to gently coax Y/N away from him. No, he couldn't do this. Not with Y/N. He couldn't get close, but feeling the warmth that spread inside his body and how good it felt to be held, to be cherished, made him all but melt. He had desired Y/N before but had no clue the feelings were reciprocated. The shock was an understatement as Higgs felt his mouth move on its own volition, trying to meet with their movements.

Higgs tried in vain one more time to pull back and managed to do so as Y/N breathed heavily against his lips. Their eyes hooded as Higgs shook his head against them. He sighed deeply, feeling his heart thud in his chest.

"I can't lose you--I can't get attached. Not like this."

"Higgs. I'm right here." Y/N reassured him. "I'm not leaving you. You're not alone."

Higgs's fingers shuddered against Y/N's face as he breathed out a desperate sigh, then felt his body beg him to continue. His lips ensnared Y/N's mouth into a desperate kiss, eventually wrapping his arms around them and hoisting them up, pinning their body to the wall of the shower as he peppered their throat with more kissing. He could feel their legs wrap around his waist, securing them both together as he stopped his ministrations and looked Y/N in the eyes.

Higgs's eyes watered as he saw admiration and love reflect back at him. He didn't deserve it. Not one bit, but there was no way he was going to say no to the pleading gaze Y/N had for him. Neither one would leave the shower, not until both knew the other would be alright to face the world again.

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[savage-rhi]

Okay, so. Here goes! Could you do something along this, Higgs x reader? 👀👀👀 and…obviously feel free to not use this exactly, or make it as 🔥 or not as you want. Thank you! ❤️❤️❤️

"are we finally going to do something about this tension or.…..look, I’m sorry you hate me, but all we have to do is make this delivery and then you’re rid of me"

“But…I don’t hate you…”

“Then why are you acting like this??”

-someone brushing their thumb over the other’s lip before or after kissing them

I want to thank you for being hella patient with me on this one. You rock hon 💙 @astrandofgold

Higgs wasn't one to easily be frustrated. Given his upbringing, he couldn't afford such setbacks. When someone did get under his skin, however, it stung. His body felt like a rock that waves on the beach crashed into. With each pass, a little more of his resistance and resolve were smoothed out. He couldn't believe he was admitting this painful truth to himself regarding Y/N.

Tension boiled in Higgs's stomach as he watched Y/N continue to walk with the delivery in tow. Their posture was passive-aggressive much like their behavior had been the last several days. Higgs couldn't for the life of him understand how they got from point A to point B. It was true their trek together had its ups and downs, but in his mind, the good had outweighed the bad.

Higgs hadn't been in contact with anybody for years after his final showdown with Sam and Amelie. He had become a recluse, very much ending up like his Daddy before him. Nonetheless, Higgs grew to learn he still had a conscience, unlike his abusive caretaker.

Over time as he healed, Higgs understood that deep down, despite his crass methods and penchant for being an asshole, he cared about others. About connecting. He had Y/N to thank for that. If they had never taken a chance with him, hiring Higgs to be their muscle on dangerous delivery runs, he wouldn't have gotten better. He still would have been a mess lying in drunk abandon on the floor of his bunker, regretting choices and not being granted death by his adversaries.

Now Y/N was treating him with cold contempt. And this scared the crap out of Higgs.

When Higgs and Y/N arrived at their checkpoint for the evening, he kept his distance while making observations. There was contention in the way Y/N carried themselves. He could feel the irritability permeating off their body. Something was deeply bothering Y/N, and Higgs came to the conclusion it had to be him. It was always him fucking things up. Even when he tried to better his ways, he'd come up short.

Sighing, Higgs bitterly slammed some of his gear onto the table in the safe house. The action startled Y/N as they furrowed their brows, keeping their eyes on Higgs as he walked towards them. He crossed his arms, shaking his head as frustration took hold of his features.

"Are we finally going to do something about this tension or--" Higgs paused, catching himself. His tone was coming across as infuriating and the last thing he wanted to do was escalate the situation. He closed his eyes, breathing deeply through his nose before continuing.

"Look, I'm sorry you hate me, but all we have to do is make this delivery and then you're rid of me."

Y/N blinked a few times as disbelief made its way through their body. Taken back, they allowed their mind to shift through Higgs's words before responding.

"But I don't hate you..." Y/N said sincerely. There was a tense pause in their tone that suggested otherwise, as far as Higgs was concerned.

"Then why are you acting like this?" Higgs confronted. He locked his gaze with Y/N's. It was in a vain attempt to search for something that words couldn't spell out.

"I know I've been off lately, but--you don't understand. It's complicated." Y/N said in their defense as Higgs made a fist with his right hand, keeping it rested to the side of his body as he shook his head at them.

"That's not a good enough answer. Look, we're both complicated sons of bitches, but what's been going on between you and I isn't an excuse. There's something you ain't telling me, and it's driving me crazy. Is it the joke I made earlier at your expense? Tell me. What the hell did I do to you?"

Y/N opened their mouth to say something along the lines of "why would you care?" but caught themselves at the last second. It would have been cruel. Too cruel, to say to Higgs. Nonetheless, they didn't like the interrogation Higgs was putting them through.

"If I told you, you'd think it's stupid." Y/N said firmly.

Higgs scoffed, rolling his eyes. "Try me darlin'. I got nothin' but time."

"Look--" Y/N closed their eyes. Higgs could be god damn insufferable. Especially when he wanted to pry into deeper topics. But that was one of the many reasons why Y/N found him endearing.

"I'm pissed you didn't tell me you were moving away after this delivery run with me. Going further up North."

Higgs was taken back. "Is that it?"

"Yeah, that's it." Y/N could feel their tone oozing with tension as Higgs furrowed his brows.

"Why? Our little arrangements were fun, but last I checked you were lookin' forward to them ending. And I don't owe you a god damn thing regarding where I run off to. Me even sharing that, was a privilege and not a damn right." Higgs countered, feeling his pulse begin to thud powerfully in his neck.

Y/N shook their head. "You're so dense it's exhausting."

"And you don't make a lick of sense darlin'," Higgs said as a matter of fact. He could feel anger threatening to leech into his words as he responded further.

"Make up your damn mind about me. I'm tired of being cared for, then being discarded. I had enough of that horseshit to last five lifetimes. We've been through this for months."

"I don't want you to leave."

"Too bad," Higgs murmured. If he stayed any longer, Higgs knew he was going to blow up at Y/N. His pride had been hurt among other things. Confusion settled in his features as he decided to give himself space.

As Higgs took a few steps away, he felt his body come to a stop. Turning to confront Y/N, he was silenced. His eyes were wide open as he felt Y/N's lips upon his own. There was no movement. Only united touch. A shiver ran down his spine like a snake moving through branches. His nerves fired as he was flooded with emotions. Too many to count, and some Higgs never had experienced nor considered his capacity to have.

The experience was fast as Y/N pulled away. Their lips were like a ghost that had come and gone.

Higgs was stunned as he looked at Y/N. Speechless, he watched as Y/N's shoulder shook. Their nerves were just as fired up as his own. Shock was an understatement for what either of them felt.

"I-I don't want you to leave me. I-I can't--" Y/N's voice hitched. Their eyes shut tight as they felt the warmth of tears threatening to escape the corner of their eyes. They looked away, not wanting to face Higgs as they braced themselves for the fallout. What Y/N did was stupid, at least in their mind, and there was no going back. The cat was out of the bag, and now there'd be consequences for catching feelings for an ex-terrorist.

Higgs reached his left arm out, cupping Y/N's face as he gently but with force, made them look at him. His blue eyes gazed over their features, trying to find something amiss but it was clear as day. Y/N loved him. They never had to say the words. He was terrified.

While his hand was still cupping Y/N's face, Higgs's thumb gently brushed over their lips. He trembled as Y/N tilted their head some into his palm.

"Why did you do that?" Y/N asked quietly.

"I'm wiping the slate clean."

"For?"

"For this."

Higgs pulled Y/N close to his body as he leaned forward and kissed them deeply. The yearning he had suppressed, locked away because he feared Y/N hated him deep down freed itself. The movements of his lips were sloppy as he savored every touch of their mouth on his, and every exploration either of them permitted one another.

He found his arms lifting Y/N to his chest, their legs wrapped around his waist as their arms encircled his neck. Their lips locked, too scared to back down as Higgs moved the both of them to the other room where the bed was.

Higgs was going to leave his old life behind. That wasn't going to change, but he would be damned if Y/N wasn't coming with him after this.

[astrandofgold]

You couldn’t settle the butterflies that were fluttering in your stomach. The evening had gone wonderfully, better than you could have hoped for. The tall porter and you had spent the last few weeks flirting back and forth after you accidentally ran into him—quite literally—and he finally got up the courage to ask you out last week.

The two of you had dressed sensibly, but you still caught the eyes of fellow Bridges members off work that night. It was quite a nice change for two porters who were used to going for a week at a time without showering while on supply runs. Peter was wearing a black turtleneck and dark pants. The comfortable sweater clung to his lithe frame, but you could tell he was muscular underneath the fabric. Your eyes roamed his body when you thought he wasn’t looking, taking in the way his silky hair fell over his eyes, the way he’d brush his hair back with one large hand, laughing as he bashfully gazed away.

You had noticed the way his blue eyes lingered on you when he showed up at your private room to pick you up for the night out. For a moment, you wondered if he was going to kiss you. Self consciousness grew, assuming something was out of place. The blush that grew on your face as he quietly murmured “you’re so beautiful” never quite faded, and would return every time he grew bold enough to reach over and tuck a strand of your hair behind your ear. Those same soft eyes were now glancing over at you, seemingly checking if you were enjoying yourself. He had nothing to worry about, however, as he was giving you a night to remember.

The evening found the two of you on a soft Bridges blanket overlooking the valley that the Distro Center stood in. Peter had set up a picnic for the two of you, a quiet moment of tranquility in a sea of cargo orders and back breaking labor. The light was starting to fade, and the candles that he had miraculously procured flickered in the cool night air. The two of you were full from a bounty of food he had swiped from the cafeteria, and now relaxed as the sunlight dipped beneath the horizon. Candlelight bathed over the two of you, two bodies inching closer to enjoy the warmth and intimacy born out of the closeness. You rested your head on his shoulder, sighing happily, letting your eyes close. You hoped he would kiss you in the hours that you spent on that blanket.

Later on, as the two of you reached Peter’s room, arms full of refuse from the dinner, giggles bouncing through the corridor, he lets the two of you in. His room was similar to yours, but touches of his personality accented the space. Peter moves to take the items from your arms, a shy smile forming as his hands brush your skin, those eyes looking down at you warmly. Your breath catches in your chest, aware of the fact that he’s still got his hands against yours, not moving. His expression softens, and you notice the way he quickly glances down at your lips, the subconscious way he bites his lower lip. You’re captivated by him, by his beauty, his kindness, the way he glances up through his long lashes. The intensity with which he looks at you, as if he sees all of you, all of who you ever were, really sees you.

With a smile, you look down, and take a small step back, breaking the moment.

It wasn’t time. You didn’t want to make things awkward between the two of you.

“I had an amazing time, Pete. Thank you so much, for everything.”

Your heart pounds as you turn to leave. You’d never experienced such devotion and happiness as you did with Peter tonight. The thought of spending more time with him filled your heart with a warmth you’ve never felt before, it was intoxicating.

As you reach for the handle, you’re met with resistance. Confusion settles over you until you realize that Peter’s hand is in yours. You look back, eyes wide with hope, and gasp softly as lips crash into yours. His hands wrap around your waist, pulling you into him, warmth enveloping you. The two of you grasp at each other, desperate to be as close as possible, the longing of the evening driving your hungry kisses. Soft moans tell him everything he wants to know, and he lifts you off the ground, your legs wrapping around his waist.

Your bed remains empty for the night, and the next night as well. Peter’s bed holds warmth and love for the first time, the first of many nights to come.

[savage-rhi]

Hi!! 👋🏻 For my request, could you do “Either burn the book or buy me a pizza” with Higgs/Peter x reader? Thank you! ❤️

@astrandofgold you got it boo ;D

Y/N didn't anticipate seeing Higgs again. Nor did they want to. Having a strong disdain for the former terrorist turned hermit. Nonetheless a job was a job, and with the deliveries having slim pickings these days at work, Y/N needed all the credits they could gather.

Y/N assumed Higgs was going to put them through the ringer. No doubt having to do some acrobatic stunt work through Mule territory to deliver packages, an attempt to get them killed so Y/N didn't tell the UCA the terrorist was still alive. Y/N was surprised at how simple the request was. Under the name of Francois Nobel, Higgs stated he needed a porter to help with a burn day. Taking old junk to one of the incinerators within the UCA territories.

The two were silent for the last few hours as they both trekked up one of the mountainous regions to the nearest incinerator. Higgs led the way in a disguise, wearing a plain dark grey cloak with a hood and some dark blue jeans. He had grown out his beard since Y/N last saw him. They had to admit he looked different with the new appearance. Enough to make UCA officials do a double take if he ended up going public if ever.

"Are you going to tell me what we are burning?" Y/N asked.

"Oh, it finally speaks." Higgs scoffed. He chuckled playfully, shaking his head as he could hear Y/N growl. "Best keep your curiosity to a minimum. Member' what I said, you don't snoop around I'll pay you and then some. We're having a truce today. I don't feel like fuckin' with ya."

"If you murdered someone and these are the pieces we're hauling, you better speak now or I'll turn your ass over."

"Turn my ass over," Higgs mocked, amusement in his tone as he briefly turned and looked over at Y/N. "Whatcha gonna do, spin me over a fire like a rotisserie chicken?"

"You're so annoying." Y/N muttered.

"And you're a bitter bitch, but a strong one. I'll give you brownie points for that."

It was the last exchange of words Higgs and Y/N gave to each other, up until they made it to their destination.

A sigh of relief washed over both of them as they unpacked the contents and prepared to deposit the garbage into the incinerator. Higgs activated a service code on the machine inside of the building to open the furnace up, and began haphazardly throwing things into the flames.

Y/N watched as the flames gorged themselves on old belongings. Once upon a time sentimental items from the looks of it. Y/N couldn't be too sure, but they swore they could see some photographs among other papers of importance. They began to follow suit, not wanting to give Higgs an excuse to chew them out. It was when they came upon a small journal did Y/N stop as their fingers rummaged through the pages.

Y/N couldn't make out much of the ramblings, but from the few words and sentences they caught, it looked like a child wrote it. Wanting to see the outside world, imagining the bizarre creatures and people that lived beyond a dark bunker. Something akin to poetry here and there. It was a peek into the world of Higgs when he was a little one.

"What did I tell you about snooping?" Higgs was tense as Y/N shrugged, feigning they were innocent.

"It isn't snooping if my fingers are going through the pages."

"Either burn the book, or buy me a pizza." Higgs said firmly. There was a protectiveness in his tone that startled Y/N as they threw their hands up in surrender then tossed it into the fire. A look of regret crossing Y/N's features as they shook their head, trying to imagine what Higgs was like as a kid. How the hell he got from point A to point B, his present self.

"We're you always this much of an asshole?"

Higgs briefly stopped, looking at the furnace as the pages began to turn to ash. The ink disappearing into the void much like all living things would in the end. Higgs had to pause his thoughts, contemplating heavily on what Y/N asked as memories of his youth briefly danced in his mind.

"No, no I wasn't." He admitted. Almost ashamed of himself. Of what he had become since the time he wrote in that old journal.

"People change Y/N, for better or worse."

"Are you worse?"

Confusion settled on Higgs's features as he looked at Y/N, then smiled shaking his head.

"Let's do a raincheck on that one, shall we?"

[savage-rhi]

Tired of me yet? 😄

Okay, so, in the “one couch prompts” list is this fantastic banter:

› "how did we end up like this?!” “I think the better question is, how do we get out of this?” “what if we don’t? "

I love it, quite a bit. You already know who with 🖤💛

Hell no :D

Y/N wasn't one to panic. Not usually. Considering the circumstances though, they had every reason to. Higgs and they had been hogtied. The frontal half of their bodies pressed against one another. The MULES that had ambushed the two were hauling them back to their base to reap the rewards.

A million scenarios went through Y/N's head as they tried to wiggle. The action made Higgs groan as he looked at Y/N. They could see his face turn red as he cleared his throat.

"Keep doing that then MULES aren't gonna be the only one's excited darlin'." He teased, a soft chuckle escaping his mouth as Y/N tensed up. They would have given anything to hit him right then and there, had it not been for the binds.

"How did we end up like this?" Y/N breathed out. Their voice was barely above a whisper so the MULEs driving didn't pick up on it.

"I think the better question is, how do we get out of this?" Higgs countered, musing to himself as he scooted a little. He tries in vain to adjust the extra weight of another person on top of him. By all accounts, he should have been scared shitless. Physical touch was something his daddy had beaten out of him not to like, but even Higgs had to admit this was...cozy more or less with Y/N. Though he wished this had been under much better circumstances.

"What if we don't?" Y/N asked, snapping Higgs out of his thoughts as he peered up at their eyes.

"And here I thought you were smart, guess not," Higgs said bluntly, earning a glare from Y/N. Somehow they managed to wiggle enough to fall off of Higgs slightly. He grunted, a part of him missing the contact. Though Y/N was putting a lot of weight now on his abdomen and legs.

Higgs observed Y/N manage to use their teeth to pull a knife from the front pocket on their porter uniform. A grin briefly showing as Y/N managed to find a way to toss it behind their shoulder, catching it with their tied hands, and began to saw away at the binding.

At some point, Higgs hissed as if he was in pain. Y/N having put more weight on his waist.

"What's wrong?" Y/N froze.

"Is that your stiff knife or mine hurting me?" Higgs teased. The mischievous look was enough to make Y/N shake as they rolled their eyes and continued to loosen the bindings.

"Now is not the time to be flirting. Besides, I thought you hate me."

"Hate is a strong word. Intolerable though? I think that's a fair assessment, darlin'." Higgs mused. His eyes lighting up some as Y/N broke free.

"You uh," Higgs wiggled his bindings, the metal making a crackling sound. "Gonna let me off the hook?"

"Now why should I risk my life for an asshole like you?"

"I can make it worth your while, little porter." Higgs winked. "Sides' I got you into this mess. Might as well tag along until I return a deed."

"A terrorist with a conscience? Jesus, what's next?"

"Ex-terrorist," Higgs corrected bitterly, rolling his eyes. "Ya'll gonna help me or not?"

Y/N hesitated, knowing that either way they were screwed. Leaving Higgs was, sure enough, going to incur his wrath later on, but also helping and being associated with a terrorist--ex or not-- would cost Y/N their life's work being a porter.

Y/N could feel Higgs's eyes on them though, and that's when they had their answer. Y/N tucked the knife near Higgs to where his mouth could reach it, giving a pat to his chest as they got up and tumbled their body out of the vehicle. The MULES were too preoccupied with the rough terrain to notice.

Higgs was flabbergasted. He adjusted his body, ending up on his chest as he inch wormed his way to the edge of the vehicle. His blue eyes watching as Y/N waved from afar, the dust from the road fluttering in the breeze. Hee should have been pissed. Enraged even, but Higgs was impressed. A smile crossing his lips as he shook his head.

"Maybe you're smart after all," Higgs chuckled to himself. "And that means you're gonna be useful later."